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I work to construct, to help, to spread peace. Yet the social flaws are with me? I am inferior? I become angry, act more on impulse, then end up getting what I want. This is the world?

That is not acceptable.

I get older, others get older, then come to rely on me, when past reckless recreation is complete. This is the world?

That is not acceptable.

I find dark concepts humors, but actual actions despicable. (I.E. A monster that eats naughty children (me) = funny. A sicko who butchers innocent children at summer camp, non fictional = disgusting) Yet I am called hypocrite. Excuse me for not thinking a murder deserves accolades when others think they deserved it for not having proper security. Really? This is the world?

*continue repeat end of paragraph for poetic effect

And women? Don't even get me started...

This is not acceptable.

But I cannot change. I am who I am. Yet it is not fair, so I cannot forgive. I am nice, yet filled with so much hatred.  Onto headlines. Want some insight? Want more reasons to keep coming back?

- Drive-by shooting

- Public Science on a downfall

-Towel heads killing each other. Don't feel offended. They aren't real people.

-White people with their "subtle" "influence" in "media", doing everything "right."

-Save poor "Africa" (the singular "nation")

- Freeze berries for "enjoyment" in fall.

-Overuse of """"

I am not better for this.

~Xavier R.

p.s. I don't need sleep.

Kill The Sound

"Every I watch television, I want to put a slug right into my brain." Malcolm exclaimed hysterically as he passed the bottle of vodka over to Kel.

"Why? Suicide isn't always the answer, you know." Kel then took a swig of the booze, winced and waited, then swigged again. Malcolm then gratefully took the bottle back.

"Not a bullet. I mean an actual slug. You know, one of those brain control ones. A malicious one." He stood still, looking at the bottle, then hit it, hit it again, and then dropped an empty container in the grass, and kicked it to the side.

"Then maybe I'd get the guts to, you know, go on a killing spree." He started to wobble a bit. He received a stiff punch to the nose, which sent him into the ground.

"Ah what the fucking shit man? Why did you...why..." Malcolm flew to his feet, only to bend over and vomit until he fell back over. Kel began kicking him in the ribs until he vomited again, this time blood accompanying. Kel then pulled out his .45 glock and pointed it down at Malcolm.

"Wh...why? Why Kel? Why?" Kel then pulled the trigger, bent over, and stuck his finger in the freshly made hole. After a brief moment, he began laughing manically.









Mentos, The Fresh Maker

~Xavier R.